My husband has been cheating for 3 years. I found out 2 years ago. I was devastated. I confronted him, he denied, then admitted, begged, cried. I forgave him. He promised to change. He didn't. He just got better at hiding it. 6 months ago, I decided instead of leaving, I'd destroy his affairs from the inside. I installed spyware on his phone and laptop. I tracked him. Every time he met a woman, I recorded everything - conversations, hotel visits, messages, everything. Then I'd find out who she is. If she's married (most of them are), I'd send everything to her husband. Anonymously. No message, just videos and screenshots. I've done this to 4 women so far. Woman 1: Her husband filed for divorce immediately. She lost her kids in custody battle. Woman 2: Her husband beat her. I heard she's in hospital. I feel guilty about that one. Woman 3: Her marriage is still intact but her husband is monitoring her like a prisoner now. Woman 4: Separated from her husband. He's telling everyone what she did. My husband has no idea I'm the one exposing his mistresses. He thinks they're being caught by their own carelessness. He's paranoid now. He's being more careful. But I'm watching EVERYTHING. The satisfaction I get when these affairs explode is dark, I know. But these women knew he was married. They knew they were wrecking a home. Now I'm wrecking theirs. Eye for an eye. My husband is confused why all his affairs keep blowing up. He thinks he's cursed. Sometimes I want to tell him 'It's ME. I'm your curse.' But I don't. I just watch and wait for the next one. My friends think I'm strong for staying. They don't know I'm staying so I can have access to destroy. My therapist says I need to leave this toxic situation. But I'm not ready. Not until I've made sure every woman who touches my husband SUFFERS. I know this is unhealthy. I know I'm becoming a monster. But honestly? I don't care anymore. He destroyed me, I'll destroy his side pieces. Is it wrong? Absolutely. Do I feel guilty? Sometimes, especially about Woman 2 who got beaten. But will I stop? No. I have a list. There are 3 more women he's currently talking to. I'm gathering evidence on all of them. My husband thinks he's having secret affairs. He has no idea his wife is playing chess while he's playing checkers.